Thursday, November 10, 2005

im in m'sia now! whee.. haha in KL staying with my cousins for arnd a week.. haha. dont miss me too much pple! gunna miss 3 band pracs! oh man.. tt's like a lot. esp now concert's coming. hope i dont deprove too much. but no choice.. i'll prac harder when i get back yes. x))

got into IP. actually im not sure if im happy. dont exactly like hc a lot. as in ive nth much against it lah but. i just have this feeling im not gd enough for ip and the pple there are probably like hundred times smarter. so yes its gunna be more tough for me to survive. i'll be like forever lagging behind. not a very pleasant feeling. oh well. but i dont exactly want to appeal out either. i have no idea what to do.

ive always wanted to go vj. think the culture there suits me more. but its really far away frm my hse. and they have their own ip programme too. so it may be harder to get in. but i think its a nice jc where performing arts are strong in a way. sighh. dont think i can turn back anymore after ip. SIGHH.

i noe pple will say im wierd. i dont noe too. bleah. why must we decide so early.. i think the main reason why i dont want ip is cos i dun think i'll fit in. the pple there are so smart and all. :((( and even if i want to appeal to vj after ip in sec 4 they may not take me in. i mean i wont have Os. and i dont take hmp. haha hmp looks like hrmph. hahaha no lah jk. dont have anything to show. sighh. i dont know wad's gunna happen to me. and i dont want to know either. i just hope i wont regret in one way or another. oh crap. help.

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