Friday, October 14, 2005
sigh. not in a very gd mood these days. crap. how would i know what's wrong. whatever.
yday went to ber's very-nice house! haha. too bad the pool cldnt be used. they were trying to build some kind of waterfall haha. i love it outside esp at night. soo cooling. only she has two dogs. ahhhh! hahaha beattie was scared too and shuhui. haha didnt know beattie this type of pple would be scared lor. oh well but she is! haha so everytime we moved arnd the house we wld look out for the dog first.. lala. ouch but i sprained my ankle.. kinda dumb so dun ask why hahaha.
today nothing much happened. was watching tv most of the time since the sinseh said i shldnt move too much. yay i had an excuse to watch my dear telly. but went back to sch in the afternoon for speech and to say bye to miss lee. i cant actually believe she's leaving already. it's quite hard to imagine. i nv really expected her to go. doubt it was cos of us lah. she still seemed happy with us jus now.. haha. oh man. she made me feel so bad. im sry miss lee for the times we've made fun of u and even though u nv really took it to heart it still makes me guilty.
actually there's so many gd points abt miss lee. she's actually quite patient and makes sure u understand if u even bother to go up to her personally and see her. and though we may not really like her teaching styles smtimes like not answering our questions during lessons, but every teacher has their own styles i guess. jus cos we dont agree doesnt mean she's wrong. come to think of it, as much as i wished she could respond more to us i think she isnt tt bad a teacher. it's sad to see her go and it's even 'sadder' to know tt during the period of time she was with us, we didnt treasure her presence. bleah. at least she's caring when u talk to her personally.
oh wells. smtimes i wonder why we do things. in the end everything just vanishes and all would be in vain. im 100 percent paranoid. about what and why i dunno. whatever, it will all be over rite?
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